~Daily Brew...Verse San~
Kita.
The moment that I didn't realize.
Its time.
Time to return back
Return to my origin.
Yet...I'm swayed.
How weak can I get?
Douka...wo chikara wo...
I've been in low spirits lately
Wondering from time to time.
The road is wide open in front of me.
Yet I still waver.
Is it that...I long for support?
Is the support now not enough?
Or am I just playing around?
Heh, these daily things make me laugh.
Some go weary over these
They worry so much, it shackles them down
Like heavy weights...
They walk as though they are underwater
Even though they are on ground
Yes, everyone has worries, its no doubt.
Being afraid is not totally wrong.
Oretachi wa ningen da...atarimaedarou?
Wish I could break those shackles...
How I strongly, strongly wish to shatter that fear
To let those doves fly high as much as they want.
But...I myself am shackled to my own past.
My own fears...my own regrets.
When I'm lost...I ask for guidance.
When I'm weak, I ask for strength.
Then I surrender...soredake.
Ah...the shackles are gripping tighter...
Its painful...and sad.
They limit my movements, my potential.
Yet I feel as though I don't want to let go of them.
Yes, I fear to break out of this zone.
Fear of repeating it again.
Heh, why am I here stuck on Number 5?
Worrying over this inferior light...
While I can go and weep over that superior one?
Yare yare...I get crazy over something so much,
I lose grasp of my priorities.
Sigh.................
Douka...is there a way to amend this?
I...missed...I regret...
If I didn't messed up...
I might be laughing now.
Happily settling the daily things that needs to be done
Together...
But I messed up...
Now I'm afraid...fear to amend...
The feel is even different now.
Heh, One bloody mess in one section...
And there goes the other three
Messed up as well.
How sensitive can I get...
Ah...how sad...
If I were a bit more patient and mature...
I might be enjoying my life...
Just like it was in the very beginning...
Heck I am an emotional one...
That I cannot hide.
Control over my emotions is one thing I lack.
Without emotions, I might better off be dead.
Heh, then again...the me now...
Doesn't give a damn if this world is destroyed.
Is not impressed with what others were blown away by.
I find it hard to get impressed.
What others say "wow"...I go "..."
Its somehow...numb...
I don't care anymore...
That one precious moment is gone.
There's nothing else that can give me emotions.
I'm now nothing more than a living moving soulless scabbard.
Heh, here I am...weeping over the inferior.
Nasakenai...
Well, the time has come.
A golden time.
I better use it to my advantage.
Before it ends...
A time of peace...
A time where light amplified...
And darkness reduced.
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