~Everlasting Fight…First Strike~
This enemy is overwhelming
Its heavy,
Strong…
No, not again!
No!
I won’t lose dammit!
Not one more!
Not even one more!
Never!
I won’t betray the oath no more!
You won’t get me this time!
Please let there be strength
Let there be spirit in this weak soul
To overcome the shadow running about
Heh, hehehe hahaha I’ve lost so many times its pathetic!
And I’m still alive, still here.
Will this ever end?
Argh, its so much to bear…
I’m dissipating, fading…
Will I maintain sanity?
How much longer can I stay sane?
I feel like feasting in the mountain of darkness
To savor the moment of pure darkness
My hands tremble in impatience.
Yet I know I must not…
"HOSHI!!!!!HOSHI!!!!!GAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH"
"HOLD OUT WHILE YOU CAN, I KNOW YOU’LL WAVER SOONER OR LATER"
"AND THEN I’LL DIVE IN WAHAGA!!!"
Ah, this does not look good.
What ever alternatives do I have?
Heh, thats suicide.
Maybe I should just drunk my self with that drug I usually take?
That’d probably do it…
And I lose my work…>_>
Ugh…hokano houhou wa nai no ka?
Must it be that?
Sigh…better than this…
Its not fool proof, but at least its something…
Rather than the vulnerable me now…
I’m shaking with fear…I can’t keep it docile any longer than I have…
Heh, releasing it last night was a bad idea
Sending it back to its cage is a pain.
Look, its running rampant again.
I’m shouting like hell
I’m outta ideas already.
Argh I can’t focus on work!
Cis, get outta here already dammit!
Go and disturb someone else for once.
Like thats possible…<_<
Mendokusei…
Argh, its time to fight again…
Might as well do it…
Or die…